am i sick that y i feel so vulnerable?
i really feel like breaking down and cry out loud..
but i don't find my tears...
am i numb?
or i just simply getting used to it?
12:02 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
12:02 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
why must you torture me like this.
send this kind of msg also will send wrong people...
he wrote"nights baby"
i don't know who is he sending to.
but i hope its me.
but deep down i know this kind of good things wont happen on me...
haizz, it will only add on to my pain..
9:18 PM
Monday, January 24, 2011
just the thoughts of you irritates me...
12:18 AM
Sunday, January 16, 2011
i don't know how i can face you later.
i will force out a smile, but it wont be genuine.
its killing me inside.
and you are the only antidote.
11:11 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2011
it doesn't matter already.
like that also very happy.
i'm just afraid, the happier i get, the emptiness will be more.
11:12 PM