Ng Hui Shan
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hey everyone!

my friend recently had set up an online shop - bellamakesbelieves!!

i'm here to support her. so do make your way there to take a look ok!

heres the link http://bellawitch.livejournal.com

ENJOY SHOPPING!



11:26 AM

to xiu,
seriously, now then i saw that article that you delicate to me :) when i read your blog. flashes came back to my mind. then i really realise that you are already a part of my life. (including all my other friends). As i read through your post, those beautiful memories are as though i am drinking a cup of honey. those painful times is over, and i will jus treat it as a cup of medicine. i'm very very touched by what you say. really thank you for listing out all the tiny little thing that i have done with you. and its jus a great that you still remember. and i really appreciate tat you wake me up with your loud arrow shooting, but can dun so loud. HEHE. but i still love you.
and i really hope that i can recieve a red bomb from you and shuili in future :D

but really thanks for everything that you have done.
and you rock!
not forgetting shuili, my hero. you rock too!



11:04 AM

take me away on thursday :)



4:24 AM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

sweetness filled the air.

this article is specially delicated to my dear friend, zhenxiu. oh my friend, i am a faithful blog reader of yours. I have been reading your blog since i am young (oie, 16 also consider young ok). from you attached to single, from single to attach. i think i am like watching you grow up. from bad relationship to good relationship, i am like have taken part in it. and now i look at your wonderful boyfriend. i am so touched. really touched. touched by the true love you have. and as i have saying, my tears flows down. i am like marrying off a daughter like that. wa shuili is really a nice guy. i am so envy of you. really. i som ba (swear). i got so much feel after reading your every blog when you blog about the two of you. although u pang sei me go watch fireworks with shuili alone and leave me alone and go dating. i will not blame you. cause if i am you. i also will. OPPZZ! haha.. you are the first to break the curse. and its like the curse like really dissolving already. LOL. (like real). and lastly, i wish you all the best in what ever you do.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY and a HAPPY NEW YEAR.



ok la. actually crapping here. but my feeling is true.



10:53 AM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

what wrong with me?
i think i am so lagging behind.
projects, exams, work.

i'm emotionally and physically tired.
when can all these end?
when will there be someone who will give me a hug and kiss
and tap on my shoulder and ask if i'm doing fine?
i feel that i am dealing with this alone.

i need some one.
i need some suprise.
a really good one.
at least before my 20th birthday.



7:48 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007

I see you true colors.

sometimes when you try to hurt someone, you won't gain any thing good too.

bad influence.
no good no good.



8:48 AM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

had a wonderful date with kelly and xiu yesterday
20-07 2007
my own self declare best sister day!
LOL

click here to see what i do yesterday.
haha
cause i lazy to blog so you shall view what she write abt it. LOL!

ENJOY!!



8:01 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007

i fully realise one thing.

MOST OF THE WICKED CAN SURVIVE BETTER IN THIS SOCIETY.
why..

it is because they..
1. know acting
2. doesn't give a shit to ppl's feelings
3. stab ppl everywhere
4. betray one another
5. celebrate ppl's failure
and many many many more..................

most importantly, they have lost themselves.

The ugliness of mankind, no matter where it is, it will be the same situation
anywhere in the world.

fighting for fame.
kill each other when needed.

today i board a cab. we drive pass a women driving a sport car.
so i saw the uncle look at the women, and he said" wa, nowadays women is getting stronger and stronger."
and i said:" ya lor, or maybe her faimily itself is rich already. rich may not be happy, what is important is that we are happy with the situation we are in now, no matter how rich we are"

and he started to tell me how his friend treat him etc.
its like when he is in his worse period of his life. he went to ask his friend, who have a couple of big bungalow and expensive car for help, to help him look for job or intro one to him. two times, that friend didnt help.

com'on, you are rich. cant you help. anyway its none of my business.
almost every business man have to be ruthless. if not how they win.

hate all those hypocrites and pretenders.



1:13 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

IT'S DUNKIN' DONUTS DAY!

'my love' so nice order donuts and gave it to me =D
one week ago she msg me and ask which type of donuts i like. so i told her i like those stuff with lots of chocolates and coat with chocolates. then i told her if she queueing for donuts must tell me cause i want to buy. but then she told me that she will never go queue for that thing.
yesterday she msg me again and ask me if i'm free to meet her at city hall. but then today i have to work so i reply, "you buy donuts for me ah?" lol. she say no la, she wanted to pass me some things. But actually i suspect she have donut for me. i didnt expose her plan. HAHA! then she say ok, then she will pass me other day. So today i went to work, sweep the floor and pack some stuffs. cause the shop at whampoa is close and i will be going over to central at clark quey to work instead. i msg my love and she say if she got time then she go over. then during 4 plus she suddenly pop infront me, with the dunkin' donut on her hand!!! i am so happy to see her. i asked her how she know where is the shop located as it is located in one corner inside. then my love say she is smart so she noe. but actually she go and check the directory. LOL. but its hard to find too. cause you will get lost in the mall if you are not familiar. After she pass it to me she had to go cause someone is waiting for her. yeah! I am so excited so i went straight in and open the box. WOA! all chocolate flavour. hahaaha.. and one smiley mint face. i feel like eating it all. but like so pretty dun feel like eating.

here i present the love dunkin' donuts!



there's actually six. but then i share it with dila on the spot. cause it look so tempting. HAHA!!

miss ************, i heart you!

and thanks xiu for the pumps!!
if not for you, i still dun have time to go and buy.
love you too!

and thanks those who stand by me all the time!
i love you all!



4:45 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

what wrong with me!?

my aunties and uncles were all athletics. my brother is a canoe-polo player and my sister is a softballer. wad about me!!!

seriously, how i wish i can turn back time. i'm lying on my bed jus now, thinking, if i can go back all the way to primary school, i will study hard and go to a better school. then i will join sports cca which i all along wanted to. i wanted basketball or swimming as my cca during primary school but i dun have the opportunity to join. i was overweight then, i felt inferior that if i join a sport cca, people would laugh at me and i will be lagging behind when ppl jogs. so i choose chinese dance despite of my size,. yah, i love dancing and i still do. now that in poly, i also wish to have a sport cca. but again, i dun dare. wasted.

if i really can turn back time, i wan to join all kinds of sport and learn dancing from professionals. but then i also realise something which is quite sad that is, i can never go back to the past. when everyone is so care free. with no stress at all. the exam stress compare to now is like peanuts. its really sad when you can never go back and have to face the world in a few years time. thats life.

its really sad.
god, grant me three wishes please.



11:27 AM

Friday, July 13, 2007

-my boring, soon to fall asleep blog

after reading xiu's blog. i have realise that my life is so tasteless. no excitment, no surprise.
but somehow, due to the y no update resquest, i shall recap wad i did for the whole week.

monday

well, wake up late, took a cab to school. then attend the adrain see lab. he surely got attitude problem. or maybe he is those smart in IT then dunno social skills one. jus like the guy next to our lab. teacher teaching he use his laptop do other things. he is good in IT. and maybe more advance than his classmates. but he always sit alone. that's quite sad. me and alvin had agree that he is good in IT but no social skills just like adrain. then went for my two hours break, eat western food again. other store all so long queue, lazy to wait. after that went to the library to find the book on windows xp home for our COS Assignment. it was a thick thick book, jus like my layer of fats. opps, gross!. and went for lecture, one hour break and MDI class that last till 9.30pm. went home. forgot to bring back the thick thick book and poor michell had to bring home and bring on sat to do the project. sorry michell =D
- 20 push ups, 100 skipping, 5mins jog, 40 sit ups. 15mins.

tuesday

work. black jelly pumps break. call daddy to pick me up. went pasar malam with him to buy food for dinner. bought ramily burger, taiwan saugauge, mua ji and honey chicken chop home to share with peiling. she say i like bought the whole pasar malam food back like that. ok la. where got. LOL.
- 20 push ups, 200 skipping, 10 mins jog, 50 sit ups, 20 mins.

wednesday

oh well, as usual cant wake up for chew liang huat class. for the first day of school till now. no lecture attended. break record for so many lessons skip. Cost accounting class. bused to cineleisure to meet flora, freda, cw and huimei for k box session. celebrating cw's birthday. woo. flora went raffles city to buy awfully chocolate cake.

banana chocolate cake
direct translation from happy birthday. LOL!

this cw never pose properly for me. see this one. eyes not open.
he cutting cake.

Its his 20th birthday! but still not yet cause he going oversea so we celebrate in advance. miss him so much. cause we seldom see him liao. although he always bully me, but i still love him ya.

HAPPY going to BIRTHDAY!

- sinful day. so 30 push ups, 50 sit ups, 15mins run, 250 skipping, 20mins.

thursday.

today is a sway sway day. woke up at 7.30am. went to school at 9.30 when my class is at 9am. but never mind cause got half an hour allowance. cause go so early the teacher also throw one paper to us and do and he went out to eat. so went i almost go out, the rain started to pour so heavily. wa lao. cross the road to wait for cab. no cab and the rain getting heavier and heavier. then call cab also no cab available. waited and waited. then one indian women stand beside me. she say she call a cab but half way her phone went dead. so she ask me help her call one too. so i called lor. took half an hour on the phone waiting. wa lao waste my money. then i felt so pathetic. so i call kaini who is in the class and complain. my bag is so wet and my pumps collect water till can drink liao. from wet wait till dry, dry to wet. then infront bloody ppl cut my queue and snatch my taxi. its not one or two. its bloody 8 or 9. we are the first to reach last to go. see how disgusting singaporean is. i can swear i never snatch ppl cab before lor. i always think for ppl but like others never think for other. wad the hell. next time i shouldn't be too kind liao. bloody. i reach school at 10.30 and nice michell went out to find me. HEHE. then went i reach school kaini say if i take bus, i will reach earlier. ya i noe, but went i realise too late liao. anyway i waited for so long. must hold on man. then the rest of the day. nothing happen. went to the ntuc near my house. saw my primary school dance teacher. she like so shocked to see me cause i suddenly call her. then i went outside the pasar malam to buy food back home to treat my sister. i bought two taiwan saugage, 3 goreng pisan( i stand there the malay guy look at me pathetically, so i bought from him), 3 samosa(cause my sister like), 3 sotongball, 1 ramily burger, 1 muaji. all i got share with my sister lor. and i gave the ramily burger to my brother. again my sister laugh at me and say this time i really like buy the whole pasar malam back. LOL. -30 situps only. cause i am too tired.

friday

go school at 2pm. pass shuhui keys cause she so forgetful go work didnt bring key. then go albert chua class. then go home change pant cause my bloody black pants walk two steps then want to drop liao. keep pulling. not comfortable. reach home and went to amk hub to find my aunty. haha. help her to cash money, she serve the customer. i told her she look like the boss then i am the worker. but then i am sitting at the cashier to help her cash money. lol.so lazy. then after that shuhui meet me at my aunty shop to pass me the shop key. aunty close the shop at 10pm and we slack awhile then bused home.

mummy so sweet. give me 4 hugs today. she say she cant do anything to help me abt my school work. but she say she will give me hugs and pamper me today. but then she break her promise. she didnt fried chicken wings. she promise me de. then i purposely dun eat dinner when i go home. haha. but in the end, i too hungry then i eat with her. LOL

that all. i am going to do my COS. meeting michell and kaini for project on sat and meet flora and freda for harry potter at night. byes!



12:44 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

now then i realise today is

7/07/07

woo. all 7. it seems like the luckiest day.!
that time my sister birthday fall on the 6/06/06. haha. worst day ever.

ya going to update soon.
please wait patiently.




ps: i dun need a reason anymore.



5:33 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

REFLECTIONS.

you use 1 finger to point at others, there are 4 fingers pointing at yourself.



9:32 AM