Ng Hui Shan
19 August 1987
Singapore
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I've never been so afraid, feel so rejected towards a thing before.
feels so disgusted to a extend that you doesn't want to breathe the same air, being in the same space even somewhere that the thing and you co - existed.

i don't know is 'afraid' a good word to use but i couldn't find a better word to describe.

It gives me creeps. It feels something is watching you, always wanting the same and causing you to lose what u most yearn for. You will never feel peace when it's around, troubles and misery never once missed.

It's following me, wanting for more, always wanting to take charge. Sometimes it's more powerful than i thought. It's never true, betrayed you once you have overlook.
Trying all kinds of ways to shake it off but deep down you know, it's never happening.

What make it worse, knowing that it will never go away.
Unless there's no more sunlight in you.



shadows....



8:44 AM