Filled with much thoughts.

*HEARTBEAT POUNDING X1000 TIMES*

the day finally came, i'm going to meet him later alone.
dunno how many times i wish this kind of thing to happen but how it came, i wish it can be other day.
I'm not prepared! I'm scared! I'm nervous! I'm happy!
yesterday, i'm damn happy.
but after hearing that maggie is not going home tonight, i dunno why i will link to she is together with keith overnight at his place, then in the morning they will go for breakfast then later when he come and pick me up, i will see maggie in his car and they told me they are together!

OH MAN! I wish i'm thinking too much! what if it really happen? i think i will breakdown lor.
serious. I'm nervous now not because im meeting him later but scare i will see maggie in his car!
damn it...
crossed finger arrrrrrr.....

the plan later is, we will meet and go to shop for red wine.
then we will proceed to punggol marina to meet suzie and joey and the rest.
so i will have 1 hour to be alone with him.
that should be happy about right? but all these negative thoughts kept popping up in my mind.
arrgghh this is so torturing!

9:25 PM