forcing myself not to look at facebook,
forcing myself not to look at msn.
forcing myself not to think,
forcing myself to let go.
forcing myself not to listen,
forcing myself to believe all sort of funny excuses.
forcing myself to believe i can get over it.
but why do i need to use force?
i think i've seriously lose myelf.
i almost revolve my life around.
i become so sensitive,
i become so paranoid
i become so not myself.
i become stress, i made you stress.
i find excuses for what you do.
who am i?
i started to think that i am damn scary.
like a vampire craving for blood.
wth. it's gettin crazy.
lucky i'm ready to go with the flow.
be myself and love what life had gave me.
11:07 AM