Filled with much thoughts.

Monday, August 24, 2009

I don't want to keep worrying about this and that.
I don't want to worry about whether you are angry or not.
I don't want to worry whether people will quarrel with each other or not.
I don't want to worry about everything that i've said that might start an argument.
I don't want to worry about so many things.
But the problem is, i can't help but worry.

I hate breaking my own rules.

To you i don't know if you will see this but still, please be my pillar of strength to keep me going in this heavenly looking hell.

9:30 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Horoscope for 23rd August 2009.

It could be that there are things in your life that are moving in completely opposite directions, yet you can relate and benefit from all of them, Hui shan. There is nothing wrong with keeping all of your options open. Some people like to pick one game and stick with it, while you seem to be playing multiple hands at one time. Don't let others make you feel like you need to change your way of doing things, as long as you are confident that things are working out OK for you.

What i think is, if there's better idea why not take it.
It will not affect anything, it will get better.
and i'm confident.
haiz, i don't like aggressive people.

7:03 AM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

i'm saying,

reading in too much is not good.

10:26 AM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

huishan is on mc today.
her gastric is always giving her problems, she also experienced chest pain.

and she having some thoughts today, some deep one too or she is always having deep thoughts.

she's thinking why is she always bringing the moral down.
she tired, people also tired. why can't she joke and laugh just like others.
always thinking of the negatives.
she knows she may be wrong but she can't help but frown.

she hopes that people will share their problems with her, just like when she likes to share her daily experiences or problems with her close ones.
but she found that she is always having problem giving advise.
what she can do is only to lend a listening ear, what she say always seems wrong and it's like nobody wants to hear it.
she wish that she can share your load but people thinks that she can't be any help.

she wants to be a good friend of you.
but you seems cold and hot, making her retreat and forward.
staying at one spot doesn't feels good.
she fear rejection most.

she feels insecure easily, being aloof can hide her emotion well.

well, what to do. that's her.

7:11 AM