Filled with much thoughts.

Friday, February 27, 2009

i find it harder and harder to believe your words.
I don't know when are you speaking the truth or when are you lying.
i think it's quite true that the more people want to hide the truth the more the truth will surface.

Arggh.
Alvin i miss youuuuuu.
(see i so sweet so faster clear your appointment and meet ME.)

yea, recently im not bored at all. I love my life now, with lots of outings to fun places with fun people. Given up finding job so right now im going to enjoy myself, play hard and recharge myself before everything starts again. Chomp Chomp session with the usuals and it was fun, waiting for the batam trip in july when we recieve our $200? HAHA. Met up with PAYM people on wed and Jin Wen went, too bad Melvin is not able to join us but never mind there will be a next time. Anyway im sure alot of girls will 'dui' xin gan if they know jinwen is there hahahaa ok joking. Anyway some of us went cycling in the morning and met up the rest at kallang in the evening. It's was raining cats and dogs in the evening but lucky it only rain after we left east coast. We had our meal in subway and later on moved to somewhere remote to chill. It was fun and heart warming to see that we actually meet up again. Let's hope for more outing together. Hit the gym on thursday morning with kelly, felt so refreshed. I am so proud of myself because i cycled for 3 hours the day before and still able to run and exercise for almost one hour HAHA. Met up with love you deep deep aka biling for shopping. This girl had been rotting at home since last wed and im doing a good deed by asking her out LOL ok im kidding. Bought a top and a scarf and i did an express medicure. Ok someone is going to kill me because i complained that i am very poor yet i am spending money, i will save no worry k. Tmr i'll be going for my training then meet up with cheeyung and meet up with my primary school friends, i'm lovin it. I will post the pictures some time later when im not feeling lazy like now.

i'm addicted to exercising, isn't it good news?
HAHA more to come, right now take care.

11:35 AM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Help me plan a diet and i promise i will stick to it.

I need to burn alot of fats and get my lazy ass to the gym!

ARGHHHHH!

11:51 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hmmm, since job is so hard to find and im free. I'm going to design my blogskin again.
What theme should it be?

*thinking*

6:11 AM

Monday, February 16, 2009

EI0609 batch'06 ATTENTION!

I've sent an email to all of you so this is a gentle reminder to remind you all to view your email and reply me lol.

Hey dear class EI0609, i got this sudden thought at 4.37am in the morning. I was thinking maybe we can meet one day in school to have a meal together as a whole and take tonns of pictures together before and on our graduation day. We haven got a proper class photo!! Kaini, xinting and shiwei, xiping are not in the picture previously. I scare if i fail one of my paper ar, i cannot go to the graduation ceremony which is on 28 May Thurs 10am. We are undergoing major change, the girls study or work, the guys bo bian have to go army. We can do some catching up too!

So reply to my email if you all are interested. (please be interested haha)
Please help me pass around the msg if i have left anyone out.
MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Date: 2nd March 2009 (Negotiable)
Time: 1pm Location: Wait outside School Auditorium
Dress Code: Smart Casual (wear nice nice, take photos also nice nice)

I'll be waiting for your reply!!

9:00 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Spend my valentines with kelly (SCS) in the morning and flora, freda in the afternoon. Thanks for spending it with me. May we all get our lover soon HAHA.

Love u all.

This note is specially delicated to myself, for me to remember. I got one secret to share on this special day, about a year ago, i said something like that i will not like you. It's all fake because i rather have friendship than nothing. And i hope to see you happy. It doesn't quite matter now because there's no point waiting for something that will not going to happen. So i'll be living my life to the fullest right now and i hope everyone can be happy and blissful.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

9:30 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Today is my last paper, which means i doesn't have to go to school anymore. My last day of school on the friday the 13th, what a coincidence. No more rushing of projects, chilling with friends in school or do what ever things together. It seems abit too fast for me to realise that everything have come to the end, no it's only the starting of new chapter.

Arghhh, 3 years just passed so quickly, too fast. My mindset is still not adjust yet. Im still in denial stage you see, confusion too. Some say as long you treasure the time you have in poly, you will not regret. But its not true! No matter how much i treasure, when it's ending i still feel sad because i hate goodbyes and i hate changes. I know sooner or later i will be used to it but i just hate the feeling. How nice if things just stay this way. Or maybe i have been living as a carefree youth or kid for the past 22 years and now, i have to step into the society.

What i'm afraid of is, when we turns older it also means my parent turned older too. I'm starting to feel worried for their health. Arghhh too many things, too complicated mind. I have feeling so complex now till i don't know how to describe my feeling. I just want to be a kid again.

3:57 AM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i'm so stress with global supply chain managment :(

8:57 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Exam cure.

6:40 AM

A short post.

I was telling my father that i will be graduating in one week time and he asked whether do we need to wear the square hat during the ceremony. I told him that we only need to wear the blue thing. He asked whether he can attend the graduating ceremony, i said yes and he say he wants to wear tie there. HAHA. i laughed and i told him that it's too exaggerating. and you know what he say? He said must wear cause my daughter is a poly graduate. I'm so touched. Cause all along my father never force us to study or scold us whenever we did not do well in school. I'm touched because he is proud of his daughter. No matter his daughter is smart or not.

I love you daddy.

2:38 AM

Thursday, February 05, 2009

I'm too busy to blog, be back after exams.

meanwhile take care everyone.

11:57 AM