Filled with much thoughts.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Had a bad dream this morning, i dreamt of my mother lie to me twice (details shall not be elaborate).

When she wake me up, i kind of scolded her. I told her that i hate people lying to me, why did you lie to me twice!

She was shocked and and say since when she lie to me.

I told her that it happen in my dream and then i cried out. LOL! Kind of a drama.

Lucky she came to my side and sayang me if not i think i will be grumpy with her the whole day. even if it's just a dream. It's simply too real.

Have you even had those dream in a dream kind of dream?

I have that often recently, its quite scary. It's like you thought you have woke up but actually you are still in your dream kind. EEEEEEEEEE!

9:51 AM

Monday, July 28, 2008

I want a second hand treadmill.

9:17 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

The bus was flooded with people when we have reached Little India. When we have arrived at a particular stop, a old man board the bus. He moved to the rear, passed by so many people but no one stand up and offer the seat to him. Then he stop at the most rear, two foreign workers stood up immediately to offer the seat to the old man. The old man refused politely but still one of them stand up and help the old man to the seat. For that moment, i've that great respect for them. Its not once or twice, i always see this kind of scenarios. So what they are foreign workers, so what they are not educated but i see a sense of respect for the elderly in them. It may not a the whole group of them but at least there are some showing good examples. Sometimes i feel that educated people like us behaves more like a barbarian.

Now, i have come to a realisation.
To expect less, give more.
Treasure what i have in my hands now than asking for more than what i can take.
"The boat will eventually turn straight when it reached the pier."

and one more thing. As you know or might not know, i have flunk my accounting during year 2. Then, i'm afraid that i can't slot the timing of the module in next sem. I want to gradute with you all! I'm starting to worry now, Haiz.

8:46 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008

Stare into this space, you will eventually see something.

out of nothing.

7:28 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

HEY, Hey. *flagging white flag*

it has been a week since i last saw you.

8:15 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Stand at the wrong queue and realised only when i am preparing to go up the bus. Bus to tampines to meet choon wei and kelvin to get his belated birthday present. Suppose to buy Kung Fu panda shifu puppet, ended up buying tamagochi as he wanted that last min.

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Went to cafe cartel for late dinner, it was kelvin's treat. Thanks!

Bus home with cw while kelvin's took a cab home.

On the journey to the interchange, cw wanted to buy a small penknife to open up the casing as he deperately wanted to play with the thing. Thus, we went to a shop that sell all the garangs. Being a brick game lover, i wanted to buy the grey kind that we used to have but couldn't find. Then found out that it had change the design, it comes with a lousy headphone too!

Caution: Don't ever use the good earphones to listen, it was so loud that it will blast your eardrum off. The lousy ones gave out a softer sound, maybe that's the reason why they gave away lousy earphone.

Mine and his

Camwhore in the bus
Force him to take a few pictures with me
Always purposely one leh.
Last
Home sweet home.

Thank you, my friend.

10:46 AM

Size don't matter only when you really see the beauty of one's heart.

- Channel U 10pm.

how true can it be, its only a show.

9:57 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008

28 days to go.

9:30 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Choonwei's 21st birthday.

His house, Party World.

9 years of friendship and still counting.

Peeps, let's celebrate our 10th year together!

7:40 AM

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
.
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
.
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
.
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
.
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
.
This is true
.
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
.
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
.
This is true

2:54 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

I want ! I want !
I want to go to the volunteery Chiang Rai trip !

wish me luck.

7:58 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

4:02 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Blog Entry Removed.

i like you, schoolfriend.

3:43 AM

Monday, July 14, 2008

I NEED A GOOD SLEEP.
that's true.

HAHAHA
have a good laugh, huishan and co. =)

9:08 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

I think i've guessed it.
Hope i'm wrong about it.

2:02 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I thought i didnt bring my mp3 out yesterday.
Then, i found out that i had actually lost it already.
Could it be i place it on my table, walk away and come back without realising that it's gone
or i just misplace it somewhere.

Anyway, thou i say i'm not sad at all but deep down you should know lah.
I like this mp3 and it's like gone now. So not used to it.
Thank god that i have a wonderful brother.
He's gonna lend me his ipod, great.
But right now, where the hell is my mp3!?

No music on the lonely jouney to anywhere, its like going out without clothes, seriously.

Presentation at LT L2 sucks to the core. Good morning in the evening, great.
Never mind, never mind all the way, double greatness.
Today project presentation was so so, not very prepared about it. In fact i hope that this day would never come.
Used to have a target of calm-ness, its not here anymore.
2 out of 3. Most probably pure coincidence.
It wouldn't come back to me, i'm already last.
Not great, like seriously.
Why?

IF you are doing it on purpose, please don't because you will never know how hurt i will get.
you will never know because you are not me.
So how do you really know what i'm thinking.
Me acting this way while thinking elseway.
and if that's what you intended to do, let me tell you
you have done it, very good at it too.
you judge yourself.

Huimin say better come true so that we don't have to postpone to later date.
Looking at the situation now, HAHA, postpone is the only way out.
wish me luck.
bye.

update:
I open the 7 eleven plastic bag. Saw my cup noodles and potato chips
AND MY MP3!
How the hell did the device ended up there!
ok, at least i've got one of the precious back.
Thank god.

9:56 AM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
Its the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

8:58 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

Damm joke lah.

8:25 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Thank you.

10:18 AM

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Random picture of edison.

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Aku, Miss Ng Hui Shan is reading again!!
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Fatal Seduction
by Douglas Lee.
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Aku bigfriend will be coming online lesser until i finish reading my book.
Take care everyone~
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coolio.

9:50 AM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Suddenly, my command of english had dropped tremendously and i don't know why. I used to be able to pen down my thoughts even with lot of errors but now, i can't even write what i want to say.

Well in short, my brother had just passed his motorcycle test and had purchase a bike today with the help of my dad. He's gonna to pay all cost by himself without the help of my parent. Woo, didnt thought a motorcycle insurance could hit nearly 1000 bucks. Well, for a new rider maybe? Expensive, tsk tsk tsk.

Had been sleeping late recently. I keep having the mentality that i am wasting my time if i am sleeping and ended up waking so freaking late in the morning, or should i say nearly noon. As for project, its still stuck there without any improvement. Grrr very helpless.

Met up with some of my friends these few days for dinner. Got so much to rant but in the end i still kept it with myself. Maybe its because i think its pointless as ranting wont solve my problem anyway.

I am exploding soon.

Flora and freda will be going on a week trip to taiwan today.

*Filled with envy*

Got back my hard disk today. Freda gave me the pictures that we took during the trip to taiwan on 2005 and 2oo6. It brought back hell lots of happy memories and made me feel like going taiwan again. Or i can say, i want to go travelling so badly.

Willie and shuhui tricked me today. Willie called me and say that he quarrelled with shuhui. So i was thinking to myself, why shuhui didnt tell me and why would he call and tell me. So i continued to ask him what is happening and stuff, then he told me that shuhui told him that she want to be alone and may come and find me. He then ask me to see whether is she outside my house. From this moment, i got suspisious and walk to my door and peek through. They are outside, together! They had bought satay for me, HAHA. My brother commented that my friends are so good. Yea, in fact all my friends was very good to me and i am really grateful, like seriously.

We have this talk on "how to tie a tie" today. Its was damm lame. They actually taught us how to tie a proper tie as they have discovered that alot of people especially guys, dunno how to tie do it They had this little '' tie a tie contest" and winner got a notebook while the rest got a lolipop.

I have also come across a book. It was saying, when you are feeling angry with your partner, your friends or anything that anger you, pen it down. Read through what you had written. You might feel that what that makes you angry wasn't as bad as what you think. Through the process of writing, it will also give you time to cool down. Then i realised, that's what i'm always doing. Write, post, read and delete. Coolio.

Well, you seems to be very sastified with the life that you are going through right now, good for you =)

10:34 AM