Filled with much thoughts.

Since i cant sleep now but i'm like sooooo tired, i shall blog something. man, I deserved to be tired. Yesterday skipped school to meet flora and freda for dim sum buffet, seriously sick of fyp so i decided to run away from school. Dim sum was great and thanks flora for the treat =)
Walked around in chinatown, the three of us bought a belt each. Strolled to Central and visited some of my ex-colleague and friends. Sat at full house for drinks and took some pictures. Home sweet home after that.

Reached school early at 7 plus today. I'm too early and the lab will only be open at 8 so i made my way up to level 6 to use toilet so that i can pass my time faster. I just hate walking alone, totally insecure. Well, i never like to be alone somewhere. Took the lift down and i'm just in time to go into the lab. Slept like a log in the lab as the night before i was busy wasting my time doing the not-pretty-at-all blogskin. Got reprimand by Mr Heng today, he came in and said that its the first time he saw me in the lab. True, i came late because i don't feel like coming but most of the time i was in the lab lor. Ok, partially my fault and i just want to nag only.

I kept dozing off the whole day and was feeling really lethagic. The air-con were so cold and i didnt have my jacket with me i almost, Almost froze to death. Then my hand starts to have 'feng mo'. When i think i really need some warm air to bring my body temperature up, i drag alvin and fiza to accompany me to stay outside for awhile. True enough, after some time my feng mo was partially gone.

Its finally 6pm and its time to go home. Cant get any happier. Mum cooked spaggetti and it taste better now, yum yum. Had two plates, oppz! DIET DIET!

Gil told me : " miracles do happen, but probably only 1percent, or even less. But if you don't try, you don't even have that 1percent chance. There's a saying, its better to regret trying than regret not ever trying." But i think is, what you need is not trying, you need COURAGE. Damm hell lot of them. Drink red bull, ok random.

Well, i am still standing at the starting line with my legs tied down. Well, i tried to walk but the string was really tight. I tried to use a scissor to cut it but end up getting bruises and cuts. Waiting dumbly at a empty stadium hoping someone will see me and pull me out of the situation. I wait and wait, no sign of hope. So i tell myself, no choice, i just have to wait patiently for someone new to recuse me.

10:13 AM