its 4am now but i can't sleep.
do what, do what?
i'm meeting kelly at 2pm in town later.
more clothes, more clothes!
12:03 PM
Friday, February 29, 2008
12:03 PM
these photos were taken when we went to huimei's house for bbq & steamboat session, during one of the new year day. We had lots of food spread on the table. The soup base is tom yam, my favourite. So we had a sastifying dinner and after that were photo taking session. We went crazy but there's lots of fun. I'm craving for another session again =)
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Never had a dream come true
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that they seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this i know but still i cant find ways to let you know
.
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that i found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
.
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this i know but still i cant find ways to let you go
.
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that i've found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
.
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how i try and try i just cant't say goodbye
No no no no
.
Till the day that i found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say(words to say)
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you.
6:17 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
saw this ring at the gucci website, its so beautiful right. Its couple ring, i think you can separate the whole ring into two. i like the bronze one as i don't look good in sliver. haha. friends, my birthday coming, you know huh, heh heh heh. just joking. I bet its going to be very very expensive. you see i'm so bored, that why i blogging this kind of rubbish.
p/s: i'm full of rubbish anyway :P
11:34 PM
2nd batch of cards done and mailed, yeah!
Btw, my industrial attachment programme result is out. I've been posted to STA Inspection Pte Ltd at Sin Ming Road. It will start on monday, 3rd march. Heard from one of the lecturer that its going to be a tough job there. After hearing, got abit worried. But i'm all ready to take up the challenge as more tasks means more things to learn, more experience gained. Just that i feel like nag nag abit only. One thing that make me feel better is that luqman is in the same attacment company with me. At least there's someone i know, wont feel so lonely. Hope that i'll meet great people there, cheers!
and ya, dunno what wrong with my face. got rashes and very sensitive. Better heal fast before i take my passport photo. Haha.
Yeah, so i'm going to treasure my one week holiday before the nightmare begins. Ask me out!!
Cheers!
9:58 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Exams finished, now its time to work on my cards. First batch done and mailed.
Now its the second batch. Please look forward to it, friends!
0609 have our officially last class on cny eve, although not all attend the class, but i'm still happy. Its because i'll get to see them and we could sit together as a class for the last time. The night before i was still tell luqman that i wanted to take a class photo as our class didnt have a proper one for the past two years. I still excitedly msg alvin in the middle of the night at around 3am to ask him bring camera. I still think of things i wanted to tell my classmates, how i felt about this two years and how much i appreciates them as my friends. Although we have quarrels and unhappiness but then i believe most of the time, we are happy together, as a class or in cliques. I couldn't sleep the night before still. Too excited. Thinking back, its so much like a drama la. lol. what give speech and take photos. haha. But then, plan doesnt go the way i wanted to. Not all came, so i lost the enthusisatism to do what i planned to do. So in the end, no photo taken. But no worries, i manage to email lsc and get a softcopy of class photo from him. The one we took after software engineering presentation. xinting and shiwei were not in the photo, but dun worry too. the two of you are inside the photo. I have my ways yea. haha. Initially, i wanted to send it through email. but then i was thinking, pictures saved in computer may not be lasting. if your com crashes, that's it, everything gone. SO, i decided to develop into hardcopies. In this way, everyone can frame it up or keep in somewhere. so in future, when you see the picture, you will remember you once have these friends and this class. Somehow, i guess it will bring back some good memories, will you? Or in future when we have a chance to meet up, you will say, hey you changed alot. or wa huishan you slim down already, HAHA (hope so lah, hor). lol. wa, i tell you. i took a long time to get all your addresses. Luckily, i have coorperative friends. I can send anytime soon when i have finish making the card.
But then, back to the topic. today is the last paper and the last day when we can see each other. Although cliques or those who went to the same specialisation will still see each other in few months time. but then for those who went different specialisation or path. Its harder for us to meet or see, maybe we will not even bump into each other for more than a year? But still, i really hope that we can keep in touch. Many say poly friends will not last long, but i really hope that i will not happen to me. I wish that all my friends will grow with me even we have step into the society. If seconday schoolmates can do it, why cant we. lol. Efforts you know, efforts.
don't you find me naggy? lol. okay, i'll stop writing now. Gonna get some inspiration for my cards. Cheers!
7:43 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
i like this photo. No reason.
haha.
2:41 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
In a few hours time, like for 7 hours more. I'll be bathing and prepare for work.
Sunday = work.
work = sunday.
No choice, there's no replacement so i'll have to tend the shop for a day. Who ask the boss to be so pathetic, only have me and the other girl. She have been working for the past 6 days and tmr she have her class gathering, so i shall not bother her if not she cant meet her friends. But still its okay, i'll bring my books down to study. Shuhui is really kind, as she say she cant work there alone as she not a worker but she used to work there. She say that she can go down to help me serve the customer while i sit there and do my revision. Thanks friend.
Then again, you must be wondering why am i still not sleeping at this hour. I didnt want to waste my time sleeping, i've got greater things to do. Although i'm doing my not very important stuff most of the time. still, we can sleep all we want when our time is up, right.
Met flora and freda for movie at bishan to catch the 11.40pm show, jumper. Its not a bad show, just that the actors jus keep teleporting around. And i didnt really enjoy my show because i am tired and i didnt sit comfortable. Overall, its fine.
When i came home, i'm went straight to bath. But before i could do anything, i saw a moth inside. I try to chase it away but it keep flying towards me. In the end, i gave up and went to the other bathroom. Holy cow, it better be gone tmr if not i'm going to cook moth soup.
Most of the revision of erp is done. Just that i have to memorise the point clearly if not my 3gb brain will delete one thing when the other goes in. Someone help me upgrade it, please. Edwin got 80gb, michell 60gb, kaini 8gb, alvin 5gb. Kaini say i'm 3gb which is the least of all. see how good my friend treat me. HA!
Well well well.
When is my summer going to come. HA!
update: i think people really need motivation to do things, just like blogging. you lose your motivation, you stop blogging. once motivation is back, you blog everyday. yeah, i think my motivation wont last long, duh.
3:59 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
My brother had made a tissue paper flower for me. How sweet of him. They just make me laugh sometimes =D
In a few more months, it will be my 21st birthday. But the nearer the date is, i dread it more. Its because i have made two wishes to myself two years back, shall not elaborate about it. The wish will most probably not come true, and i think i'm going to be disappointed on that day itself. I really wonder what are wishes for, its just a fairytale that made people hope for something and then tarnish it as it will not come true anyway.
But still, i hope it will be a blast when the day comes. Cheers!
and look at my face, I indeed have aged alot. I think its because of my sleeping routine and the stress i have during the life in poly. These two years i have go through a numerous of changes and it somehow make us grow up and look at things in a different angle. Hmmm.
argghh. facial facial!
4:51 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
| You Are An ISFP |
 You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive |
mg, some is damm true.
some are just bull shit. lol
7:12 AM
I'm thinking.
Maybe I should really hang out with a skinny 24/7. Follow her diet and exercise routine, maybe i will lose weight faster.
HA. Not a bad choice huh.
12:46 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Hey.
Since i have finished 2 papers already, i have decided to blog something. Lets starts from new year eve all the way to now, provided i can remember what i did for the past few weeks.
On the new year eve, flora freda and me have decided to go chinatown to buy mua ji after our family reunion dinner, anyway, my family have steamboat for dinner, yeah! Wah, i tell you. There are damm alot of people. We are like pack sardine, maybe even worst. When we reach there, its like around 9pm. Its already like, WOW. So we walk around to see if there's any attractive deal around. Each store try so hard to shout their slogan. I tell you again, their slogan are almost the same and its damm funny. We walk around and finally saw one place selling mua ji. One box for $5. Super cheap. But you'll see so many kiasu people snatching and pushing, especially those MIC. So, so, so we walk around and go home at around 11.30pm. had supper and countdown at serangoon mac. lol.
First day of chinese new year. As usual, all my cousins, uncle, aunty came over to my house. My mother is always busy in the morning on the first day, she will be cooking real yummy food for us. and this is the first time she ask my uncle to bring card over. haha. cause we usually don't have the passion to gamble. its really rare for her. haha. so i have seen all my cousins. All have grown up. Last time short short cute cute one, now have become taller and older. And for me, i feel old. HAHA. cause i am the second oldest kid in the family. Some stayed till 5 plus and uncle choon stayed till 9 plus. I'm really glad to see them. I bet my grandma will be even happier if she's still around to see this. Seriously, i do still miss her.
Stay at home on the second day, ppl visiting my house too.
Three day, i went to shuhui house first, then to millie house for steamboat. then to flora house for some card games. I lost 12 dollars. Imagine we only bet 20 cents or 10 cents. See how much i lost, i have no luck on this kind of thing. but nvm. We had so much fun.
The long awaited valentine day is here, but the day before, i fall sick and had high fever. Didnt manage to meet up with kelly and huimin the next day. Flora came to my house on valentines for awhile and we chatted. So, my valentine day just passed with no friends and valentine around. That's kind of sad. HAHA. i'll work hard for next year k. lol.
then we to huimei house on dunno which day, we had bbq and steamboat feast. Theres so much food and we cant finish. its yummy thou. Thanks huimei's mummy for the treat and thanks all for inviting.
msg andrew and michelle. Ask them out for dinner as we haven met for a long time. So we meet at heeren thinking of going to vil'age. But it cease operation since jan and i still don't know. What a joke. So we have nydc instead. I find that the meatball spagetti not nice one, i doubt i'll be going again.
2 days later, andrew thinks i'm too free and he's is on leave anyway, so he ask me whether i wanted to go chec with him to visit our teacher. So we faster bath and meet outside the school around 5pm. We talked to miss jasmine and clara. Miss them alot. Around evening time, we went to look for michelle at her office and went T3 for dinner. We ate at the breeks for dinner. I have black pepper chicken, andrew had spagetti and michelle had fish. So after that, michelle drive me home and she went to fetch her boyfriend at bishan. As for andrew, i think he is meeting his girlfriend and friends at cafe delmar.
Met kelly and huimin at T2 for exam revision. I really think i'm those kind who just cant study outside. I am easily distracted by the people walking around. And, studying at airport is not a good idea for me. I keep wanting to go oversea instead of studying. My heart flew to the departure hall instead of the books. Went home to study, as expected, i can study well. HAHA.
Making cards these two days, everyone have each of their unique cards with photos in it. Although it might not look nice, but its still a piece of my effort ya =)
Hmm, i think i'll stop. cause i'm lazy to recap on what i did for the past few days. HAHA!
Take care everyone.
p.s: i'm too lazy to upload photos.
update: Xiu have just read my blog and reminding me of one event that i have missed out. Well, that night cheeyung and i went over xiu house to bai nian. Cheeyung very on, i ask him and he agreed to accompany me to her house with no hesitant. Thanks friend. Just as expected, i reach xiu house late and cy is already there. And xiu's niece was down with food poisoning. Its scary to see a baby vomit like a merlion. Cheeyung the mr good man keep xiu to take the pail of water to clean the food. To our horror, the water is damm dirty they still use it to wipe. HAHA. We went chomp chomp for dinner/supper as i have not eaten my dinner and was super hungry. ok, sign of a glutton. I see so many type of foods so i order alot. HAHA! luckily there xiu and shuili there to help me wipe out the food. and our dear cheeyung actually can resist the temptation. I'm so guilty of myself. HMM. so after supper, i suggest that since xiu have passed her driving practical for so long, she should drive us out. So we walk back to her house and borrow the car key. We first went to yishun dam, then to loyang temple, changi airport runway area then hougang then home. We have a fun day as it have been so long since i met up with the food of them already.
3:00 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
How i wish blogger could allow us to lock up selected post.
7:52 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Exams counting down to 2 day.
7:52 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I am talking to xiu in msn about which kind of people tend to build a protective shield infront of them and what cause them to do that.
Is it that they don't seems to believe in anyone easily, simply don't know who they can believe or maybe the only one they can believe in is themselves or their family members. They seems to me that most of the time, when they smile or laugh, it doesnt come from the heart. I didnt mean they are faking it, just that i feel that either something is still bothering them or simply they are not feeling the real happiness in them when they do so.
Or is it that they are lacking of confidence or they are afraid of rejection? I'm super afraid of rejection, thus every time before a person speaks to me, i'll be afraid to make the first move. I'm afraid that the person will depise me or even wouldn't reply in politeness. That's also the sign of confidence lacking. They are so much of a mysterious that people wouldn't know what they are thinking, even though they have already crack their brain.
Yes, many people use brain to talk. But what i feel is, brain is very impt. But then i still think that using heart to communication is so much better than brain. Even though sometimes what you talk might be stupid or dumb, but then its from the heart without much process. Like fruits, when you eat an apple when it just drop from the tree. Its the most initial process but if you process it into canned fruits. Its not as real as it is before, the bad one is being taken out and good ones are kept and sold. Its the same logic. speak carefully without using any bad words to please that person. i rather use my heart to do something stupid to truly wish that person well. But still, speak wisely. Hmmm, i think you all still dun quite get what i am trying to say. HA! understand one can tag to inform. HA! cause you see, sometimes my friend don't know what i'm trying to say.
Despite all, those person behind that protective shield of theirs. Is a great person. Just like a caterpillar that soon turned into a butterfly. When its going to turn into a butterfly, it will leave its outer layer and bloom into a big and beautiful butterfly. It apply the same logic. Cause i think they truly cares and concern to their friends and family. They will do anything to make them happy, even though when they are feeling drained. But it also seems like they are the ones who keep giving and not recieving. It can get real tired when it feels like nobody is appreciating their efforts. Soon, they felt not appreciated and respect and sadly, they return to their protective shield again. Hmm, maybe for some.
I seriously think that they can occasionally put down their protective shield and welcome more people into their lives. Of course, open the eyes big big. Doesn't they feel tired by pretending to be so strong and does not need anyone to support? I think they do. hmmmm.
No matter what, i still wish them to be happy. Like life's too short to be unhappy.
iseemsoactingsmartandasumelikeiknoweverythinghahanevermindits
onlymyownthinkingyoudon'thavetoputthispostinmind.
=)
11:39 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008
i see so many ppl do this quiz, i so tempted to do also. now this is the chance. heh heh heh.
HOW MANY KEYS ARE ON YOUR KEYCHAIN?
i dont't own a keychain, i don't bring keys =)
WHAT CURSE WORD DO YOU USE THE MOST?
nb. that koh choon wei always scolds me that too.
WHAT TIME IS YOUR ALARM CLOCK SET FOR?
half an hour before the actual time that i need to wake up, but like not much help. tsk.
DO YOU WEAR FLIPFLOPS EVEN WHEN IT'S COLD OUTSIDE?
i usually don't wear flips flop.
WHERE DO YOU BUY YOUR GROCERIES FROM?
i don't know.
WOULD YOU RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE?
Take. I'm not photogenic.
HAS ANYONE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY?
yes, ALOT.
DID YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP FASTER?
Go bang yourself against the wall will be faster.
DO YOU PREFER REGULAR MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK?
chocolate milk.
HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU A SECRET THIS WEEK?
yes.
WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER?
don't know yet. Its always complex feeling when i have to think of what to eat.
CAN YOU WHISTLE?
yes. my sister cant.
HAVE YOU EVER PARTICIPATED IN A PROTEST?
Maybe in my dreams.
LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT?
NYDC with andrew and michelle, was sick after that.
WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY / WHERE WERE YOU?
sickly at home, arghhh. its valentine day you know.
DID YOU WATCH CARTOONS AS A CHILD?
of course, i'm not derived of childhood.
HOW MANY SIBLINGS DO YOU HAVE?
2. one younger sister and brother.
ARE YOU SHY AROUND THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Must see who.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?
my biggest regrets is to have regrets.
WHEN WAS THE TIME YOU LAUGHED SO HARD YOUR SIDES HURT?
I don't know.
HOW MANY CHAIRS ARE AT YOUR DINING ROOM TABLE?
8.
DO YOU READ FOR FUN?
Yes, most of the time.
DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
When i'm in the mood.
WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR ROOM PAINTED?
white.
HAVE YOU EVER CRIED IN PUBLIC?
Yes, and there's nothing to be proud of.
ARE YOU USING A DESKTOP OR LAPTOP?
laptop, yeah!
WHICH DO YOU MAKE: WISHES OR PLANS?
i like to make plans and wishs. but none of them came true before =(
ARE YOU ALWAYS TRYING TO LEARN NEW THINGS?
I'm always trying to, but i don't have much patience.
ARE YOU CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS OR TATTOOS?
No, i'm very afraid of pain.
DO YOU BELIEVE THAT THE GUY SHOULD PAY ON A FIRST DATE?
Of course, i wont mind. HAHA.
HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEONE OUT OF YOUR RACE?
No.
WHAT IS THE WEATHER LIKE NOW?
Finally the sun.
WOULD YOU EVER DATE SOMEONE COVERED IN TATTOOS?
No. I didnt date before. TSK.
WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE CLASS BACK IN WHERE YOU USED TO STUDY?
None.
WHAT PERSONALITY TRAITS ARE A MUST-HAVE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
A kind and broad heart. If not he wont accept someone of my size right. HAHA.
HAVE YOU BEEN ATTRACTED TO SOMEONE PHYSICALLY UNATTRACTIVE?
No, maybe once.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE FLOOR?
I remember i slept on the bed but found myself on the floor on some morning.
DOES YOUR CLOSEST STARBUCKS HAVE A DRIVE-THRU?
No. Maybe they should implement it in future.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIVING ARRANGEMENT?
Somehow no.
HOW MANY HOURS OF SLEEP DO YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
Depends.
DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
No. When i wake up, its afternoon already.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING THAT SCARED YOU?
When i go to loyang temple.
ARE YOUR DAYS FULL AND FAST-PACED?
When projects and exam due date are near, yes.
DID YOU EVER GET IN TROUBLE FOR TALKING IN CLASS?
Nope. My teacher always scold the one who i talk to and i don't know why.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT?
Don't know. I eat those when i feel like eating.
WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING RIGHT NOW?
my laptop screen and tv. Girls are best at multi-tasking right.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS?
No. not anymore.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO PISS YOU OFF?
I don't know.
DO YOU GET ALONG BETTER WITH THE SAME OR OPPOSITE SEX?
Equal.
WHAT DO YOU TELL YOURSELF WHEN TIMES GET HARD?
The boat will turn straight when it reaches the pier.
WOULD YOU EVER SKYDIVE?
Hell no, my heart will jump out.
DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE, TUMMY, OR BACK?
you will never want to know how i sleep.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ANGELINA JOLIE BEING PREGNANT?
Not my problem anyway.
DO YOU ENJOY GIVING HUGS?
Not to strangers, Yes to my loves one.
WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE FASHIONABLE?
No. I'm kind of a country pumpkin.
DO YOU OWN A DIGITAL CAMERA?
I want ONE!
WHAT CELEBRITIES HAVE YOU BEEN COMPARED TO?
Lydia shen. Hurmps! but she's cute lah.
DOES IT ANNOY YOU WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY'LL CALL YOU BUT THEY NEVER DO?
Very much.
ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN?
No. I cant live without meat.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Dust, dirt, grass and YOU.
ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Of course.
10:38 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Now and Forever - Richard Marx
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man.
Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man Now and forever I will be your man
8:19 AM
Its finally 14th Feb. Suppose to meet kelly and huimin today. But dammit, i'm so sick since yesterday. What a day to be sick. Disappointed.
flora, i trust you too =)
Anyway, HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL!
2:01 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
How have you been? Is everything alright for you?
Just hope that you are living well each day =)
9:56 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
TOO MANY NEW YEAR GOODIES MAKE ME SICK.
9:16 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Young Folks.
Let's whistle too!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR =)
9:53 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
AI YO YO.
YO YO YO YO YO YO.
I MISS YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU.
2:26 AM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I'm not surprise if the outcome ends up that way.
Both Leos, and so so so much similarity.
I just don't like what i realise.
9:58 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
THE CENTRAL
CLARK QUEY MRT STATION EXIT E.
#03-12
JOLIE FEMME
SUNDAY
11-9.30
VISIT ME.
I'M BORED TO STIFF THERE =(
10:39 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
Despite those negative news or gossip about him today,
HE IS STILL AS CHARMING.
To think that i almost forgot about him.
Just allow me openly be a flower eater for once, ONCE.
Because, he is damm hot.
His eyes, thick eye brows. WOOTS!
and the mysterious smile.
damm, cant stand myself.
6:22 AM