Filled with much thoughts.

haha. i thought i say i want to grow back my hair. So what did i did now, i went to cut my hair. i felt that my hair is very frizzy. Wanted to do something about it. Plus whenever i am feeling stress or things are troubling me, i will go and cut my hair. It helps me to release some stress. Its like cut away the woes and indeed, i felt lighter. It may not have a big difference but at least i feel the difference. But my face like even rounder. HAHA.

my waist and shoulder is hurting like hell man. shoulder is swollen. Was damm uncomfortable when i am doing the labtest today. I cant stay in a position for too long.

when i am on the bus home today, i was awaken by a couple. I heard the girl shouting at the boyfriend and asking him to shut up. But the boy still can smile and talk nicely at the girlfriend. But the girl still ask him to shut up. How rude. But i dun understand why the guy still can tolerate her. Maybe that the POWER OF LOVE. LOL!

Was out with shuhui today. Had a chat. We both agree on something. When a person was being hurt quite deeply before, they will tend to build a wall to protect themselves from getting hurt again. When they decided to open up, the scenario appear in their head and they find it quite difficult to overcome it. Maybe I did fall into that category. I'll need to take some time for me to think through when i am met with difficulties or problems. Once i find a reason, no matter how foolish it is to convince myself that everything is well, i will be fine again. But sometimes i do choose to run away and decide not to face it. Still, run away doesn't help because the problem will still remain there. So its just a matter of time and i wont let it affect me for too long. Because the world will not wait for me, life still have to move on. Its just how we can pull ourselves out and move with the society. Ha. Its jus a random thought.

ok lah, see you!

3:30 AM