These photos were taken when i am in secondary 4, i think. There's still alot more, but no face to publish. We have all change alot. Regarding the face, the size, age and the maturity. I still remember we were so carefree. No need to think of money (even think is think whether got enough money to buy chicken wings or not. ok lah, for my case. LOL) Everyday think of play and study only. Got free time will go take neo print after school or whenever we go out. Neo prints is like a trendy thing to do back in my days.

Kind of miss the school days when we would, go PE together, go recess together, sit together and eat our chicken brani, go lab together, go CCA together, go remedial together, go camping, scold teacher and got punishment together, 11 canning and 12 detentions for scolding teacher "kapo ji" (kapo old women), wear multi-racial costumes to class, wear red and white during national day, sing national atheme and pledge together, go music class, do club activities, gossip in class, go each other house after school, organise visits to different home during new year, go excusion together etc.......all these are what we wouldn't be experiencing again. Never again.

We have good and bad times.

We quarrel, we cry, we laugh. We have gone through all the hard times together.

The trust and unity that we have slowly built up. Now we are in poly/JC/ITE. Each of us can be good friends. But the closest ones will still be the one from sec or primary school which is those who have grown up with you, don't you think so? When we met with difficulties in life, when nobody understands you best, Our closest friends will be the first piority in our minds when we are sad. How we wish we could throw all our sorrows and whine to them cause you knew they know the best.

We have grown up. Thinking are different. People may react differently. We are not as innocent as what we are in the past. Environment does change people. Situation cause us to do things to protect ourselves. Each person have their own good nature, its jus that when situation happens. We have no choice but to protect ourselves. Take it for examples, PROJECTS. Everyone hopes to do the best. Everyone hopes to get the best results. Everyone hopes to get the best group mates. Then, human natures appears. Jealousy, selfishness, unhappiness, different views, different characters. But what to do, that our nature.

There's bound to be conflicts. I have people telling me i don't listen to their views, i have people telling me they cant work with me. I have people telling me they don't want me to group with them. Seriously, i am deeply hurted. Because no one told me these before when i am in secondary school. I did really take in what they say, and keep telling myself not to repeat the mistake again. But, there will also be times when i lost myself again. I ask people whether i did repeat my mistakes again, if yes, i will make myself to learn from it. I tell myself i am not always right. I am not the best and i ask for a second chance. In this process, i did learn and realise alot of things. Learn to work with people. There will not always another chance. If you lose it, that's it. Things will not change because of you. YOU have to learn to fit into the society. Not all like your personality, not all can accept the way you work. That's how it works. Chances may not be given to you even you have learn your mistakes. But its never too late to learn your mistakes.

Sometimes, humans will get too self-centered. But most importantly is you must know when to put down your high ego that is straining other people. There will be times when i hope that there will be no competitions so everyone will not need to challenge each other. But when there's no competition, there will be no improvement.

Well, i think i have drift away from the topic i want to say jus now... pardon me :)

back to the topic, old good times and friends.

Super missed the old good days.

some things really 一言难尽

i'll update again when its successful.

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and i really hope that the surprise will be successful.

God please bless us.

well well well, thanks for listening to my whining. AND YES. its 4.42am and i'm still not sleeping.