Wee! Exams over and i'll be working working working for the whole damm holiday. Results release on 16 of September i think, not very sure.

Ambition

Lets talk about my dreams.

When i am 12, i dreamt of becoming an actress. I would act out a small stage performance in class with my friends during the breaks. We would pretend there's strong gust of wind blows us away when we were walking. And i remember there was once i almost got knock down by a van when i was crossing the carpark when we were being 'blown away'.

13 years old. I dream to becoming a singer. Because at that time, britney spears was my idol. Her first album makes me go wild. I love all the songs in the album and i would listen to it everytime i go to flora's house. I think i'm crazy, i ask her to hold the fan infront of me and i would use a stick or something in my hand and i would sway side to side while the wind is blowing. I would also pretend to be waving and singing to my 'so called imaginary fans'.

And then after that, i also inspired of becoming a director. I will film all sort of movies and directs my actors and actresses how to act. I would prepare my speech on stage whenever i win an awards. i will wan to thanks my parents, my parents' parents, my parents' parents' parents.

Oh ya, i also once wanted to be a nurse. I also prepared to put nursing the first choice when i have 12 choice to enter. But i gave the idea up when i heard that nurses have to help each other practise injection on each other hands. I hate and scare injection to the core.

And Yes! i got say before my ambition is to get married and give birth. Wake up hubby up in the morning, give him a morning kiss. then morning bring my children to school. then after that met up with a few tai tai for lunch and go shopping after that. Then tea break go drink high tea. Then go supermarket buy groceries and evening fetch children from school, then hubby come back, then can whole family eat dinner together. BUT! this is so unrealistic. I really thought so when i grows up.

SO!

In between i forgot what i want to be.

then..

recently i feel so enthu to open a mini mart. Then i wanted to paint my mini mart with alot of pictures. Like a wonderland. Then i wanted to name it giraffe and drawf minimart. Don't ask me why i wanted that name. cause you see, giraffe very tall right, drawf very short right. see the different. But, giraffe and drawf have no link with each other. That's why i like the name. But then later i see a restaurant called giraffe. then i think next time ppl say let go girraffe, then how. people will not know its a mini mart right! then those aunty and po po dunno will come anot. But still, i'm still thinking of a very very good idea now. So that next time i can really open a mini mart when i got cash. But, recently i see a mini mart near my house close down. I think the reasons is beside the shop, there's a newly open 7 eleven. Poor boss. So i am still thinking whether is it realistic to open mini mart. My mother still say, you wan mini mart, then find a husband who open mini mart la. Cannot lah, ownself open one more man zhu gan wad. LOL.

ya lor, see how.

then some more recently, i see so many people sells clothes or accessories online. then half way when i going to fall asleep. an idea stuck me. i was thinking why not take the things in my father shop and sell it online. you see, my father sells traditional coffee powder and those utensils, pot, steamer, cups, plates etc. Then no ppl sell this kind of thing online wad. so y not i start first lor. I know it sound so stupid. but no harm what, no rents, no salary, no need to spend money buy stocks. anyway my father is going to sell in his shop. i jus see who wants then i take and sell lor. I still tell him the money i earn will all give it to him. He still say dun want. Aiya, all i wanted is to see whether can boost his business more what.

Dreams can be so unrealistic, for my case. Hmm. All i wanted is a job that have high salary and i am enjoying what i am doing.

For now, my dream is to be my own boss. HAHAHA!

12:05 PM