what wrong with me!?

my aunties and uncles were all athletics. my brother is a canoe-polo player and my sister is a softballer. wad about me!!!

seriously, how i wish i can turn back time. i'm lying on my bed jus now, thinking, if i can go back all the way to primary school, i will study hard and go to a better school. then i will join sports cca which i all along wanted to. i wanted basketball or swimming as my cca during primary school but i dun have the opportunity to join. i was overweight then, i felt inferior that if i join a sport cca, people would laugh at me and i will be lagging behind when ppl jogs. so i choose chinese dance despite of my size,. yah, i love dancing and i still do. now that in poly, i also wish to have a sport cca. but again, i dun dare. wasted.

if i really can turn back time, i wan to join all kinds of sport and learn dancing from professionals. but then i also realise something which is quite sad that is, i can never go back to the past. when everyone is so care free. with no stress at all. the exam stress compare to now is like peanuts. its really sad when you can never go back and have to face the world in a few years time. thats life.

its really sad.
god, grant me three wishes please.

11:27 AM