Filled with much thoughts.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i'm kind of brain juice stopped flowing now so i thought blogging may be a good idea to activate my brain cells.
went work today. no customer. so i decided to watch the various videos that mr koh gave it to use during class. i manage to finish 8 videos. but through out the process. i keep falling asleep. its like a lullaby and its so boring. but then i manage to noe more abt vb. still, i'm stuck.
the whole day, i'm either watching opposite constructing on a new shop or go toilet, watch vb clips, study CA and basically try to get some sleep. i tried different pose but still very uncomfortable. and sinfully, i ordered mac delivery to my shop. seriously, my working place food taste horrible. plus everytime i eat the same old thing. and heard from my boss that she is going to transfer me to clark quey, Central very soon. man, that place is crazy.

well, i must go back to do my work. cause i getting sleepier.

10:08 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

MY STUBBORNESS IS ACTING UP AGAIN

6:45 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

this is the day which i had to pay $100 for the mistake. Geez!

8:46 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

i'm right here at the national library now with michell xinting and edwin to do our vb project. there's no proper place for us to do as all the table is packed with people. so we have to go to level 8 where we can bring no bag in. jus laptop and thumbdrive. and we are not suppose to talk nor discuss there. like sian. how to do project like tt. then we can only whisper. HAHA. you are here and you can understand how we talk. LOL. ok anyway. that stupid vb project is a killer. we have only done the basic area of the project. alot of things have not been done. sian la..wan to do also cant. its like all the coding is like alien to us. we figure for so long. had lunch at old chang kee as we are not very hungry. mummy bought kee chiong fun for me before she leave for work. i had to eat breakfast so that i can eat my medicine. man have to eat everyday two times for three whole month. so ask me to have woman's problem. sigh! ya back to topic. so we discuss what we should do and decided to try it at home. now is abt the presentation slides. have to edit so many. also no time to do it. got to work on tue. sian. why not mich and xinting. you all come my shop do can?
HAHA. so right now the time is 6.20pm and i'm alone in the library waiting for kelly and zhenxiu. we are going to buy "ahem" present at marina i think. its good to find a quiet environment to read a book or use net and listen to music at the same time. its like so relax. ok i shall read up some books now. good bye!

i'm so relieve that i clear things up with N.
he noe what i wan now and he respect my decision.

LOL

3:11 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

i almost miss the date. my memory some how stuck at 2oth of june because of someone.

so now.

VERY HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTEST,

HANDSOMEST, USED TO BE VERY TANNED

CHEEYUNG!!

12:14 PM

原来这才是真的你

我关了手机
用力地深呼吸
告诉我自己
没有什么了不起
就当我和你演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系
也许是我太年轻
不懂你要的关心
并不只是一对
一才会伤害自己

原来这才是真的你
无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语偶
尔又选择逃避自做聪明

原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏随时在磨砺演技
忘了什么叫做珍惜
你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权利就让你自己决定
爱情过了保险期
就像玩腻的游戏
不想再要一对一可是没有耐心

虽然泪水淹没了眼睛
我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停不再受委屈
ho～wo～ho～

7:58 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

A NIGHT OF SLEEP
AN WAKEN DREAM.

=)

10:04 PM

at this moment, this hour, this sec.
i feel that i'm going to wake up from my dream.

its a bad thing and a good things.

let's not waste any of our time
when there will not be any outcome.

and i have mistrust this person. did i?

10:11 AM

omg. i think i'm sinking deeper and deeper.

and its hard to pull myself out from this sweet dream.

but what if it turn ugly one day?

i dun dare to think.
but hope it become reality.

10:04 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

some random photos.

8:15 PM

i find this picture so sweet :)

11:24 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

I MAY BE A FOOL, BUT THE FEELING IS GOOD.

it's time for me to lose some pounds.

4:42 AM

that day i went on google to find suitable picture for my laptop wallpaper. then i save a few. then today when i'm browsing through the ton of pictures, i discover that this two picture have similarities. they are both holding to a baby. the pose the same. both happily looking at the child. i somehow got touched by this two pictures and i think that babies are the most lucky people in the world. always being protected and loved.
how nice!

2:19 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

train to vivo to watch this movie with cheeyung, kelly, xiu yesterday evening. the cutest kelly in the world bought me a squid wing. HAHA! we bought the 7.25pm timeslot and arm fat, face fat zhenxiu went down early to collect the tickets. so nice of her. she is sick somemore, poor thing..

the movie is kind of crap. but got some part is quite funny la. but over all, its bad. not worth my money. the movie last for one and a half hour somemore. i sit till my backache got the seat is kind of stiff..or my bad postion i dunno.. went to food republic to have our dinner. they are selling the food at a higher price there. so expensive! like i ate the malay noodle with gravy, merobus. LOL. they are selling at $4 per bowl and the ice teh there is $1.70. not worth going there. so what its has nicer decoration but who will care. trained home and took 105 back at the interchange.

oh ya. on wed i go and see a chinese doctor at thomson road. then i'm suprise to see the campus superstar host "ponsak" there. he's the helper or learning to be chinese physician i dunno. then when i see him. i feel like telling that he is so free ar, can be dj, host and learn here..but i didnt. haha..i dun dare to say louder my problem as he is inside..feeling kind of embarrass..cause is like girls problem ma..HAHA..

two weeks holiday really not enough. how i wish i have one month.

"if senses are common, why don't you have any?"

12:05 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

DOWNLOADING AUDITIONSEA,

YES I AM!

8:11 AM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

what can i update?
its seems that there's not much interesting thing happening recently.
jus that borrow hard disk from zx and transfer alot of movies and songs in my laptop.
now working got movie to watch le.

ok, i know what can i blog about already.
but let me tell you guys, tml is the database managment exam and i can still blog.
it like gone case le. nvm, i shall share good things with you.
the movie is called 黄金甲.
i know it have been a long time since the movie is release. but let recall together. stay put even if you dun feel like, give me some face lar =D
what can i say. the movie is abit slow. but then the whole movie can say its very grand.
i like the story but somehow some part i watch until fall asleep.
the costume, the scene, the actors, the decor is........................fabulous.
i never have good impression abt gong li. but after the show i add some marks to her =D
ok, i always heard people mentioning that she is the most gorgeous women in china. i don't quite agree. but in the movie. but after i the movie. i change my perpective of her.
firstly, she can act really well.
secondly, she is really pretty.
thirdly, her boobs is really too big.
she somehow have very pretty features. those very classic china women. with great charisma.
but i dunno why they have to wear so low cut and the costume and head wear look super heavy. like about 5kg like that.
and they have to push the breast so concentrated that it looks like going to drop out anytime.
ok stop thinking about the breast part. let describe the scene.
omg. its so magnificient. there one part where they have to spend chong yang jie. a special chinese occassion i think. they used so many pot of ju hua. chrisentimum. dunno how to spell. those packet drink flower. yellow yellow one. ya. but god, its so beautiful. its like the whole big area is being cover by ju hua. and they use so many ppl as soldier lor. china really have alot of people. dunno whether is it computer effect leh.
and one more thing, jay chou really cant act. i dun see emotion in him but there are room for improvement.
basically i think that the movie is worth watching again. and the effects in the movie is beyond description. i can say that the director really good.

12:11 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

BAD BAD DAY!!

morning recieve a bad news from a good friend. has been worrying for her since. but i dun dare to call her.
then i hand itchy go and download some anti virus thing from the fujitsu cd. then my system crash, i had to reformate my laptop. All my songs and pictures and games and projects gone. LUCKILY i got back up for my project if not i can die.
Then, got a man come outside my house and talk to my mother. dunno what he tell my mother from the way he look at me he noe i have menstral problem. he come in and take my pulse. and then dunno what he say i may get dunno what cancer in future if i dun cure this illness and wanted to sell me medicine for 280! long story. he gone after we paid him 40 and he say he will come back to visit. like wth. still worrying over this thing. spinster or what i also cant care much le.
then nvm. now i have to reinstall my visual basic and microsoft offices back into my laptop.
now.

WHO HAS MICROSOFT OFFICE INSTALLTION CD TO LEND ME??

i need it urgently. thanks. nothing interesting happen recently and i damm angry with the stupid albert chua la. long story again. haiz. my life is full of long story.

4:09 AM