Filled with much thoughts.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

bought a new headphone from HVM. i love it and its in lime green. the sound system is damm good. it makes the song so much nicer to listen to.

i think im old. watch pirates yesterday with mich, slivest, edwin, kevin, zhenxiu and the movie is almost 3 hours. we catch the 11pm show and the movie end around 2am. my back actually ache. haha. omg. johnny depp is so cute and the william is so handsome..!!! after movie some ppl call and snatch zhen xiu away. so angry. and when i got on a cab i was so angry and approaching amk already i ask the cab driver to drive to lao par zha to find shuhui and dila cause i noe they all still outside.
i think i should have hold on to my anger. cause a moment of folly, i went to find them and i spend 18 dollars on cab fare. heart pain. if i can hold my anger and went straight home then the 18 dollars will still be there..forget about the money. after they finish eating we dunno where to go. and i still dun feel like going back home. then we walk to raffles place then to clark quey. sat there for sometime. and i feel like going home already cause its so hot and sweaty. dila call her friend to pick her up and we waited till 5am. sh and me wanted to cab home. but then we waited for so long and sat beside the pavement of the road. no cab still and we when to the other side to wait for cab. still no cab and we jus walk and walk..

we discover some new place that we didnt see before and finally we reach chinatown. but the place is those with alot of india temple, chinese temple, malay temple. by then i dunno where we are already and i ask a indian man who is waiting for the first bus. he stone there when i ask him question and he didnt reply me. i suspect he is human or ghost. i scare. and finally he got out from his stoning. i ask him if its little india and he told me its only chinatown. haha. and went we walk future up we saw accident. police already there. two cab crashed. one taxi is badly crashed and there is one body lying there covered with white cloth. haiz. again another death.. i am so scare but i cant help from seeing the scene..sh pull me away. and finally when we reach chinatown point. we got a cab. when i reach home its already 7am. dun think from clark quey to chinatown like very near. we walk one big round and other small valley. haha. but its like kind of adventure.. running away from cocroaches and insane malay guys.

4:28 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

for those who is unclear of how my working place look like and how my boss look like, here are two photos.

jolie femme boutique

the one beside chen liping is my boss sister, katherine. The one at the right hand corner is my boss. ok. tata

8:31 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I am so tired all because of my boss.

POKE HER!

I shall update tml cause i am dying soon. shit her.

its not a small matter. if not i will not be so fcuked up with her.

DAMM IT!

updated version:
my shoulder is sore and i have muscle ache.
how can she leave two girls in the middle of the night walk around with all her stock with onlya small trolley. and walk such a long way.
its pass 1am already loh. and she is sleeping at her house.
she say we didnt tell her early that she didnt give us the key to the shop. pls she is the BOSS. she must have make the initiative to give us her key. and pls, we are not working at that outlet leh.
make us go back to whampoa at 2am in the morning and didnt say even a simple thank you. she sound like its our responsiblity to bring her stock back to whampoa. pls lo. i can jolly well throw your stock there and let you settle yourself. its your stocks, its your bazaar. we only take 5 dollars per hour and we work like dog. can you imagine how helpless we are. can you imagine how the two of us bring 5 big lugguage bag back. can you imagine we took 1 hour to walk from riverside back to central when i only will take 15mins to walk there? can you imagine our things dropped when we cross the road and was stuck in the middle? can you imagine we had to carry all the things back to whampoa when we all sweating like pouring rain. wth. i told shuhui that if i work at her bazaar again, my name is not call ng hui shan. angry.

1:12 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem intelligent and a bit intimidating.

In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

this is abit true.

9:53 AM

You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

9:47 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

saw xiu post earlier, woo.
saw her donut. then i remember my school also got sell.
wa that donut is super yummy can.
that delicious donut is super soft and tasty. when i went into cheers,
theres only a few types of donut left. and i chose the summer cookie(oreo)
and strawberry filling.

let me describe.

for the oreo flavour, its beyong description.
the bread is so soft and when i bite in. the taste of cream and oreo and the sweety of
the donut blend together. it is so heavenly. the donut makes you go for more.

strawberry filing
the strawberry cream is not too sweet nor too blend. its taste jus well
icy sugar cloated on the top of the donut and strawberry jam is stuff inside the donut
when you bite on it, the strawberry jam will squirk out and the taste is jus great.

i think i can eat those donut for my main course for a few weeks without getting sick of it.

ok, here the link.
enjoy!

8:10 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

when i say no, i want it.
when i say yes, i may not wants it.
when i say anything, i might really wants it.

Flicker minded side of me.
\m/

10:54 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

thanks to xinting as she have told me the web to post music on my blog.

after i watch the movie 200 hundred pounds beauty, i have been in love with a song.
and the song is being play in my blog.

here's the translation of this song.
i dunno where is it the correct one but i copy it from the subtitle in the movie.

the wind knock on the window
over the room as small as me
twinkling stars so beautiful
filling the room with love

dun be hurt
caressing my wound gently
embracing me to sleep

too hurt for my legs to walk
eyes so blurry with tears
before love
never meant for me

i will keep on smiling like those stars
embroidered in my eyes
i will love you forever

i find this korean song very touching.
its like this song noe me so much.
and i felt so much in this movie.
i have watched it over and over again without getting sick of it
i think today is the 10th time i watch already.
i can understand how she feels.
the agony she suffered.
i totally felt it.

i didnt cry.
i felt happy for her in the movie.
and i think there is no wrong in plastic surgery if it can make someone more confident.
although the nose may be crooked anytime,
the silicon bag might burst anytime
but its their own body. and i think i can accept it.

omg. this few days i have this weird feeling in me.
i think i need a shoulder to lie on.
from a special guy that haven appeared.
that kind of feeling is not a friend can provide.
you noe what i mean?

and the problem is i'm turning 20 soon.
am i going to be single for the rest of my life?

no way man.

but what if?

ps: xiu say i'm thinking too much. AM I????????

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11:27 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

I'M TIRED, REALLY TIRED.
我真的真的累了。

bring those old days back.
i wan them back right now.
"things are so complicated"
quote from avril lyric.

how i wish i have teb/cuteboy/cannoning's captain shoulder to lie on.
OpPz!

no more war please. harmony isnt it the best?

have we forgotten about innocence. simple. true?

11:52 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

OMG. the freaking feeling is back.
hate it.

theres no point covering two eyes and two ears.
it still come to me.
why cant human jus live a without a mask on their face.

you suck,
they suck,
i suck.

7:20 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spotYour happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you
Your negative traits:
You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handleYou crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with itIf someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart
Your ideal partner:
Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage youMakes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do togetherIs aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often
Your dating style:
High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur.
Your seduction style:
You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating thingsPassionate. You really get into any intimate act.Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner.
Tips for the future:
Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life.Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog.
Best color to attract mate: Gold
Best day for a date: Sunday

What's" Your Love Profile?

it like so OMG la. but somehow i think some leo is like that ba.
i think i'm more to the practical side.
believes that when theres love, marriage there must also be money.
if both person needs to quarrel over money issue. sooner or later there will sure be conflict.
i dun need to future husband to be rich. jus that we got enough money to get over our live and pay enough rent or support my children. give them comfortable life can le.
jus like those average family.

oh ya. damm sian. today i put my laptop on the basin top. but half of the laptop is outside supporting with my stomach. then i was thinking, better dun drop ar. if not i sure heart pain. wa. this kind of thing very xie men. after that my laptop really drop sia. wa lao eh. shocked of my life. i scare my screen crack again. but now is the batt drop out. got one part spoil. sian. i need to send for services already =(
unlucky day. first my chocolate smooties topple after my book drop on it. then the pen draw on my white pant and lastly my laptop drop.

wad a day.

7:08 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

i'm going to blog some pic to spice up my blog.
its jus like adding curry to your roti prata.
yea, spice!
os: flora and freda and cw, you all must be thinking i'm speaking of food again right!

this is the coolest thing i have ever seen. i dunno this one is the newest nitenno or play station. but its so cool lo. its belong to my cousin. got two device. then you hold it in your hand. then you can play golf, tennis, boxing with that. its a wireless device. wa.i enjoy playing so much. its like, bowling right. you really hold that thing and try to swing the ball like its reality. then boxing jus box with the thing in your hand. cool right. his father bought in hongkong de. the game itself is design and sell in japan too. it cost only $300 for this thing. almost same price as psp. but i think this thing is better than psp but one disadvantage is that it have to be played at home. it look so much like mio.

this is that time when nui nai come to my school to hold the campus concert. i am the helper so i can sit infront. the picture is taken by xinting in this angle. look so much like kissing lo..actually they are jus passing a thing by the spoon.

my family

took this photo when i buy the new head band.

curry is finish and i'm going to say byebye already. see you =)

9:52 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

went giraffe restaurant and bar to celebrate my very very good friend, in short, best friend's birthday. HAHA. wa sei. the restaurant's embience very good and comfortable. i order a soup, drink and main course, filleto ( a beef steak) which i dunno belongs to which part of the cow. that piece of steak very thick. quite juicy. the soup was great. although the portion of the food is quite small. but. but after you consume the soup, you will be quite full already. ok, let talk abt the beef. when you bite, its like you can imagine that the cow is running happily on the grassland. you will also be very happy. the sauce go well with the beef. nice combination. but i think i very LC sia. lol..like mountain tortoise cause its the first time i went to a nice restaurant to have a real western dish. Let's talk abt that hengjing. the whole night playing with my food. LOL..then end up my piece of beef look so ugly lo..hahahaaha..she keep wanted to cut the beef for me and keep snatching my knife. then i threaten i will kill myself with the knife if she keep on doing it..lol..but then she not 死心 and keep on playing..hahaha. after the meal, we went outside to take photos. take lots and lots of photos. will upload it when i gotten the pictures.
and i hope that freda will like the present. cant find the color that you like. but that one also not bad la hor. ha ha ha! and today i really enjoy myself with them very much. and....
FRIENDS FOREVER!

9:06 AM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

to all my 莫人，
你们不需感到生气或迷惑。

这么多年，难道我们的友情有这么容易被动摇吗？
真的不会，也不可能会。
如果会的话，我想在很多年前就发生了。

难道我还会看不清谁才是真正的朋友吗？
不会因为一些人的话而影响的啦。
我相信你们，也求你们相信我。

我的心一直与你们同在。
不管在哪里，还是跟谁在一起，
你们始终排在第一位好不好。
哎哟，不懂要这么你才会相信啊。
看来我要学古代的人，跳进新加玻河才能洗得清啊！！！

还有多一个让我担心的朋友，
最近不是很顺心如意，
你也要加油喔。
不管你是谁，
你还是我的好朋友。
我笨笨的，可是不代表我不懂事啊。
你说了，我会明白的。

可是还是很开心你告诉了我。

朋友们，就让我们心连心，手牵手的把这人生的道路一起走完吧。

10:57 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

finally back to post. had spend my friday and weekends meaningfully. at last got chance to meet up with my darlings. i have been in school and rotting in whampoa since holidays. damm sian. if i dun go to town, i think i will be county pumpkins soon. believe me its true..end school at 6 and i took bloody 2 hours plus to get to PS. all thanks to my concession..who ask me didnt top up my card to take train. but i jus love bus ride..reach ps at about 8. went to the food court to find my people then have our meal there then after that went for a short shopping at dorothy perkin and ts. so good to be shopping! haha..supposingly wanted to watch spiderman 3 but there are no ticket available. so we bus down to cineleisure to try our luck. no vaild too. so the whole group of us went to xin wang to eat desert. hahahaha..tell you, the mango ice kachang is damm great..chatted there till around 2am and then later cab home.

went to work this morning. brought my laptop along to the shop. so boring. no customer. so i had my breadfast and then took my lp out. and ya. i jus bought vcd "which star are you from?" at ts yesterday. so i took out my vcd and watch. in between only got two ppl buy..then the rest of the day i am watching vcd. so can you imagine, one episode is 1 hour plus and i have watched 7 episode today.HAHAHA. then when going to end work, flora came to visit then we bus to toa payoh and rot. poor flora. alight so early then she have to walk all the way..hahahahaah...when its about 11, then we bus down to serangoon to meet them for prata. home at around 1. tml i'm going shopping with flora.. yeah!!

i jus loved my darlings and my weekends :)

10:49 AM