Filled with much thoughts.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tuesday 24/4/07

One bad news for my family.

My beloved grandmother passed away this morning in the hospital.

haiz

but she will live in my memory forvever.
but i didnt have the chance to say i love her.

really must take any chance to tell your love ones that you love them
dun regret only when they are not there anymore.

3:57 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

not too true. for me.

9:35 PM

These are the rules:
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 wierd things abt themselves. Pple who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 wierd things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, u need to choose 6 pple to be tagged and list their names.After u do that, leave them each a comment letting them know u tagged them and to read ur blog!

1) i take my "skin" wherever i stay out.
2) i feels like staying at home whenever i feel like going shopping.
3) i like dogs yet i'm afraid of them.
4) i dun like to wear shoe.
5) i like to listen to ghost stories yet i will imagine things.
6) i dun like to walk

sian. my ah ma condition worsen again. but not to the extend of dying. but the stupid idiotic female doctor keep telling us to give up and bring her home to let her die peacefully. shit her lo. lazy to write report then say dun need to ask us bring home de..that time also ask us to bring back, but we disagree. then my ah ma got recover. now without trying still ask us to bring back. wad the hell man. its a life! fuck. damm angry with the female doctor. see next time her own mother she will do this anot. fuck her.

7:28 AM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

this is a few photo i took at my class chalet on 11/4 to 13/4. chalet was fun! i think a bit better than last year. cause we went wild wild wet. i think we really went wild there. but its a pity that it rain heavily that day. but its really great. bbq was good too. stay was good. EI0609 rocks.

these are a few of the drawing drawn by nyjc at few of the wall at some of the block near my house. i think its difficult to paint but its tougher to paint on the wall. good job guys.!

6:54 AM

has been wanting to blog. but the time when i see the screen, i am lazy. At last, i'm staying home rotting today and i shall save myself by blogging. Working and studying and visiting hospital. Next week i have to work on tuesday, wednesday, friday and saturday. OMG! OMG! OMG! i dun have time to do my shopping. my pants is old already and i need to restock my wardrope..!! i need to pay my debt and remove my darkring.
As you noe, this few days my granny have been admitted to the hospital. It lung infection in the first place, but dunno why later on the doctor say its suspected lung cancer. in three days her condition deteriorate and was send to icu. the doctor called my uncle at 5am in the morning and told him that my granny condition is very serious as she cant breathe with her own lung. and her breathing stop for a few sec. wa. i am very angry, you noe what she say to my uncle.

do you all wan to send her to the icu to save her or you all come down to the ward and she will cover the white cloths my granny as they will not do any thing. pls la. of course can save her then must save la..where got tell us to give up de. one week ago she is still live and kicking. but then admitted to hospital le then worsen. all the adult plus me my brother and sister rush down to the hospital at 5.30am. when we went there my grandmother is in the icu already. the nurse let us 3 at a time to go in and see her. wa the tube was insert from her mouth to her lung. you noe wad. the tube is as thick as those who pump water into the fish tank that size.

omg, my ah ma must be suffering at that time. but i think my ah ma have verystrong will cause the nurse told us that when she was being wheeled to the icu, before that she is using her own strength to breathe by herself. only when they were abt to reach, then she stop breathing. now we have to wait for two days to see whether she can pass though this crtitcal period. if she cant even improve by the help of the machine, she may not live.

BUT. BUT. now have a very good news.
my mother told me that my granny condition have improve. her lungs are getting stronger. sign of recovery. yeah. if these two days she is better than she can move to the normal ward.
but the only thing is that her heart and kidney was abit infected. but i think still can cure ba.
but really thankful that she can live on.
yesterday night i cant get to sleep cause i am scare that if there's any phone call in the middle of the night. it cant be good. but luckily. everythings fine.

i wan to thanks those who have been encouraging me through this period. thank you. everything alright now.

5:40 AM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

introducing my new hair.

before

after

i miss my long hair.

7:25 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

there's class chalet on 11 to 13 ok..!
EI0609 peeps please remember to go hor..
die die also must go leh.
let's enjoy ourselves before schools starts.

regarding life.
there's too much of a sudden.
no ones noes what will happen one day.
there will bound to be regrets.
but
live life with the least regret.

12:51 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Sense of responsibility

omg. first day at whampoa was stressful.
no sales today.

what customer wants but we have

no size
no new design

how to do business without all these. one size/design only one piece.
then when customer ask for it, we have none. and they left the shop in disappointment.
theres also customers telling me, why dun have new stock de.

i also dunno how to answer them lo. i told them that the boss haven bring new stock to the stall.

then the heels also. no size.

i was like. what the hell. why always dun have this and that.

and i am the only one tending the shop. and when a customer come in, dunno why suddenly so come together.
then i almost cant cope.

and its kind of eerie. cause the shop is quite dark and its located under the blocks.
plus the air condition so cold.
its unlike those shopping malls. you still have other shop around.
and this shop have door..so ppl have to push the door to come in. its like one big room

cause its at level one. cockroaches alot. then when i wanted to go to the toilet, i saw one flying cockroaches
upside down on the floor. omg!
then i dun dare to go le..have to tahan.
cause its like shop houses. upstair got ppl live de.
then the girl who mother is the salon owner, beside us and live upside knock on my backdoor,
i asked myself issit noise or knock. so after she knock a few times then i go and open the door.
then the first thing i ask her is, " are you afraid of cockroaches?"
she said no. so i ask her to help me kill the cockroach in the toilet. wa she use water spray and the thing fly.
then she say she also abit scare. she ask me to say and went up to take baygon.

in the end. the cockroach die and she swept the thing outside.
i was still scare. i examine the place and faster do my business.
i asked her to wait outside..LOL
in case still got i can scream and ask for help ma.
wa the whole day i dun dare to go toilet. till i close shop then i faster go cause i cannot stand anymore.
eerie experience.

when i go to buy lunch, i had to make sure i lock everything.
and its the first time i need to close the shop be myself.
wa damm scare la..i had to check all the electricity off. door locked, backdoor locked, atm machine log off. eveything.
its the first time i feels that all the responsibility is on me.
then the front door i open close open close a few times. the key cannot go in leh.
wa scare sia.
then now i'm worried if i got locked the drawer well or the front door i got locked properly anot, then also afraid that the backdoor got locked properly anot. wad if ppl go into the shop, or..
then still afraid i got off all the electricity anot. wad if theres a power shockage. cause today the light of the shop will keep blinking for some time.

damm. i think i'm thinking too much. make myself worried for nothing.
but its other ppl shop la..must not let anything happen.
somemore the keys of the shop is with me.
still, i scare i might lost it.
cause i dun have the habit of bring keys out.
now i have to bring it with me.

man. school faster start la..
or at least got one ppl to stay in the shop with me ma.. so if anything happen.
ppl can vouch for me that we have locked everything and off anything.

omg. i have to learn to be independent.

INDEPENDENCE is wad i have to learn.

11:32 AM