Filled with much thoughts.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

i saw zx blog and saw this link.
try out. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

this is my result

Get to know yourself betterYour view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

analysis by myself

view on myself:
haha..i where got intelligent man. and i dun think i naturally attracts ppl to talk to me leh. i'm a bored old grandma.

type of bf/gf i'm looking for:
no leh. i like shuai ge with thick eyebrown. HAHA. please, i'm not attractive in ppl eyes. i believe i'm an eye sore.LOL

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
thats very true. i dun show off my powerful talking skills with the person i am not close with. nonethless guys. laugh out softly

The seriousness of your love:
oh man. no dates leh. i dun mind you date me la..but must write consent form only. you noe why, to inform your parent that you are dating norbit's wife out ma. haha

Your views on education:
i like to study ok! but not in classroom la..i will fall asleep wad. sleep le how to learn. dotz. but true..i wan to stay on my own..hehe. work is for money..if not i wont be working.
my ambition is to be a tai tai..HAHA!

The right job for you:
oh ya. this is damm accurate. i wan lots of money. i have to feed my ah ma, papa, mama, didi, meimei, er gu, my xiao bai, xiao hu, xiao hei you noe.
(for your information, xiao bai, hu, hei is my house lizard, i love them. they help me clear insects)

How do you view success:
yes. i am afraid of failure. dont do anything the best right..your head ar..LOL

What are you most afraid of:
this is damm true also..and i'm also afraid of cockroaches ag, flies ah. ya lor.

Who is your true self:
hahahaa..this one i dunno..you all see if its correct or not ba..HAHA

ok tata.!

11:34 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

I THINK I SAW TEB TODAY!!

HE WALK PASS ME AND LOOK AT ME!!

ALTHOUGH ITS JUST A NORMAL GLANCE AT SOMEONE WHO WALK BY.

BUT

I'M JUS SO HAPPY.

haven seen him for ages.
and
he makes my day.

i knew i'm excited.
and
super happy.

11:29 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

got a new job.
sales assistant at jolie femme.
may not heard before.
sell clothes.

well, this time is for real.
because

i wan cash.

11:32 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

and ya. i wan to apologise to flora and freda cause i say i will find them for lunch this week but i didnt.

i'll must really find a time to come cause busy finding job or go out.

surely before the attachment ends.

until april right?

ok. i got a habit of checking my emails everyday

and i saw an email that zx send.

"golden test paper" something like that.

those answer written by the students is super hilarious lo.

i see le cant stop laughing

maybe my maths is not good, i see le got more feeling.

if the test paper was real, i must really hand it to those kids.

11:00 AM

HAHA.

today went to escape!

with mich, sokwah, siti..

the weather is so hot today.

its burning and we are so smelly.

no, its the water that smells.

not us.

but its on us.

so we smells.

HA!

you noe why?

because last year, during one rainy day.

we went to escape.

but then the whole day rain, no ride can take.

so..

we go to the office and ask for a ticket to come back again.

dun waste money ma..right?

LOL

ok..not a very good experience today.

had breakfast cum lunch at cavanas.

then headed to escape.

today alot of embarrass thing happen to me.

must cut le..

if not the the pirate ship will cut my chest away. =X

wa. too heavy le.

then the wet and wild boat come down that time the water splash like siao.

so scare lo. the boat come down so fast even mich is scare. you can ask her. its powerful!

haha.

sit the rainbow first. felt a bit giddy.

maybe eat too full le.

then pirate ship. felt like vomiting.

then after that go and sit the ride like superman one.

come down even giddy. then become very tired.

in fact all of us are quite giddy and tired.

went to burger king to have a rest and take a sip of water.

take a few ride after that then leave le.

went to whitesand xing wang

wa. the shop hide at a very hideous place.

but hor, the interior design super pretty sia.

not like cine or kovan there de.

its a restaurant i think but the price is the same jus that there alot of variety.

the ambience is very smoothing, and you will wan to sleep in there.

a few pictures taken.

shown above.

10:44 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

我的感触。
嗨。
几天的心情不是很好哦。
总决得事事都不顺利。
什么事情都做不好。
也有好多疑问
不停的问自己是哪里做得不对，不好。
可是该做的我都做了，真的不知道问题到底出现在哪。
难道我长得不讨人喜欢，还是我有一脸的蠢样能?
是我格性出现了问题？
我承认有时是自大了点，笨了点，粗线条了点
可是我真的不是故意的。
没当我想把事情干得好，最后都把事情搞杂。
也觉得自己很死脑经，
有时认定好的事，都听不进朋友说的义建。
也导致朋友之间的不愉快。
知道自己的问题之后，我真的有反省过，努力的想证明给对方我知道错。
我有努力的改掉自己的坏习惯，可是通常没人给我机会证明
也没人看到我的努力。
我需要的是一个机会。
但是世界是那么的现实，残酷。
我也发现了，
机会不是给了就算，而是要自己懂得去把握机会。
一但错过了，也就没了。
之前在我BLOG发生了些小磨岔。
想说出我心里的感受，但又幼稚的写了一段很可笑的文章。
其实我一直很想说。
对，我是胖。我不好看。
可是有哪个女生不想谈恋爱，被人呵护呢?
我知道自己的缺点，但想想也不行吗?
连着一点权力都被剥夺了，如果还成是你
你会开心吗?
有谁是一百八仙的?
如果这社会多了些包容，那该多好。
我糊涂，我爱面子，我至尊心强，老爱胡思乱想。
最缺乏的是信心，安全感。
长长把一些跟本不存在的问题
把自己搞得不开心。
但我一找到可以让我想通的事，
即使是很愚蠢的，
我都会比较开心。
可以说是在自自欺欺人。
还是用华文跟能表达情绪。
好了，今天就说到这。
有空再继续吧。

8:10 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Had a small gathering/feast over at flora's house last saturday.

we bought foods over to flora house and cook.

it was so fun although i makes silly mistakes in the kitchen.

so nervous when i am at someone kitchen. i usually dont cook.

even if i cook, it will be just maggi mee or egg omelette.

i think it is a very fun event as we are doing our parts in the kitchen.

like freda making sandwiches and stuff, flora doing other stuffs

i cook penny. it was so simple, i jus simple put the packets of penny into the boiling water

and wait for it to be cooked.

jun wei is such a good cook. he prepare those chicken drum and cut those mushroom and prepare

the spagetti sauce. yummy i can say.

and yuchi and huimei doing other stuffs too.

like so united like that..haha..

food we cooked:

1) spagetti

2) tuna sandwiches

3) chicken nuggets

4) japanese seaweed chicken

5) tang yuan ( i forgot the name in english)

6) longan cocktail

7) potato wedges

8) cream of mushroom soup

so sastifiying. most importantly, we have lots of fun.

we played monopoly after that.

i am the banker as i dun quite feeling using my money to buy those land.LOLSS!!

i have fun giving away money and houses and seeing ppl going into jail.

pay me 50 and i'll let you out of the jail.

haha.. after the game we all went home. cause its getting late and some of them had to go other places

i think that i have spend this hoilday fruitfully.

i get to see my old friends, go to sentosa, swimming and doing lots of stuff.

like rewatching my er zhuo ju zi wen again. HAHA!

these friends is the best.

they understand me

they love me

they noes what i'm thinking

they jus noe me inside out.

i love them too!

there's a saying; you will never know its good only when you lost them

for me, i dont see them often. but we are still as close with each other.

that's what i call real friends.

friends doesnt have to purposely called up each other or see each other everyday.

most importantly, keep them in the heart, love and treasure each other.

they will be there to listen to my woes and be my listening ear if i wan to complain.

give me advice and accompany me thru the darkest period.

argh!! i forgot wad i wan to write le..aiya forget it. when i remember then i blog.

HAHA

anyway,

I LOVE U GUYS!

friends forever.

8:05 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Sentosa Trip
6/3/07 Tuesday

sunny

it has been 2 years since i went to sentosa. i think so. it was a sunny day and we headed down happily.

we are going tanning. yeah! sentosa really change so much. remember the last time i went still have to take bus in and change monorail to the beach. now we can happily take the train and take tram which stop so near to the beach that we wanted to go.

In the end, the both of us get sunburn...Lolss.

7/3/07

wednesday

sunny

went to KK hospital for checkup today. dun mistaken, i'm not pregnant. LOLS! medical fees nowadays is so expensive. today i jus went to see a specialist, talk to him for about 5 mins then go and draw blood and take a type of medicine and my bills is $105!! its freaking expensive. lucky the government got subsidise if not is $200++. i always have a probia about a needle poking into me. then today i had to draw blood. i was terrified man! super scare la..haa..then when i go in, i look at the nurse and i told her

me: can poke here? (on top of my palm)

nurse: if the arm there caannot find vein then i draw there.

me: ok lo..i scare leh..pain anot

nurse: no la, jus relaxxx

nurse: come, give me your right hand..

nurse: come i'm going to tie this rubber band here very tight and you move up and down fast hor.

the nurse put the needle in and search.

nurse: aiyo, your vein very thin leh, see. not enough blood.

and she ask me to see when the needle is still in my hand..will pain one leh. i see the needle move in my hand i nearly slap her man..haha

nurse: come, not enough blood leh must draw from another hand.

i nearly faint...haha..

me: ok lo..

nurse: see here got two vein.. both can draw

me: HUH! must draw from this two meh?!

nurse: no la, jus one only

me: ok then draw this one lo..

nurse: no la..the middle one better

me: no la. the other one looks like wont be so pain.

nurse: middle one will have more blood.

me: ok

she poke the needle in and ask me to see

nurse: see, so many blood. should have check this hand first then dun need to draw two time.

sian..i suffer the same fate as my sister...both have to draw so many times..but in the end i think that injection

not so pain after all..haha now my hand got a very small wound.LOLs.

one more things even sianer..the doctor gave me the same pills that i ate last time

side effect will be: weight gain

when will i going to lose weight.. i already so fat. eat that one will be even worst. last time also eat that pill again 24kg in three years. i dun even dare to think now.

4:40 AM

Monday, March 05, 2007

recently browse through some friendster profile and i found this picture which i love it very much.

it reminds me of norbit and his wife. LOL

going tanning tml. so excited!

sometimes i think that people are jus like weather, changing every second. without giving a signal.

-huishan

10:13 AM