always thought of studying aboard.
if monetary terms allow, i will.
with no second thoughts.
7:10 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
7:10 AM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
the first time we sat in the car alone
go to the mart to buy groceries.
we split to buy things only to realise that i didnt bring phone.
in such a big mart, we lost each other.
searching and looking, finally we found each other.
i was relieve.
like a scene you can only see in tv drama.
10:36 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I've never been so afraid, feel so rejected towards a thing before.
feels so disgusted to a extend that you doesn't want to breathe the same air, being in the same space even somewhere that the thing and you co - existed.
i don't know is 'afraid' a good word to use but i couldn't find a better word to describe.
It gives me creeps. It feels something is watching you, always wanting the same and causing you to lose what u most yearn for. You will never feel peace when it's around, troubles and misery never once missed.
It's following me, wanting for more, always wanting to take charge. Sometimes it's more powerful than i thought. It's never true, betrayed you once you have overlook.
Trying all kinds of ways to shake it off but deep down you know, it's never happening.
What make it worse, knowing that it will never go away.
Unless there's no more sunlight in you.
shadows....
8:44 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
i'm back from diving.
Dayang is a nice place, but too bad too many dead or destroyed corals.
Dayang is a nice place, but too bad too many dead or destroyed corals.
saw sea turtle! cuttlefish! pufferfish! nemo!
so sastified.
better relationship with the instructors.
more trips to come, time to save!
8:50 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
i'm going diving today at dayang, this time xiaxue the blogger, her bf and the munkystar will be going to on the same trip. will be quite an interesting trip i guess?
till then, i'll be back safely :)
8:04 AM
Friday, October 23, 2009
if that is your intention, thank you good bye.
1:20 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
diving is a kind of drug, very addictive.
when you can coexist with the livings underneath.
when you can coexist with the livings underneath.
more to dive.
2:10 PM